Complicated

Deep at night, i am rushing my assignment, busy on searching information.Suddenly think about someone, wish to meet him once more time..it already over, just a memory.I already had a new started, good life and i know that it can't return to before.Between us just left "nothing and impossible"!Maybe somebody would like to abuse me in the foulest languages or even kill me but he really left a deep impression on me.When i want to be stable in relationship, then i was abandoned by someone. Actually i haven't put down that incident, it happen so suddenly and i'm not get ready to accept it..I was struck with his appearance...it hard to erase from my heart..this guy gave me a special feeling..first time i met this kind of guy, can you all understand my feeling?Sorry, maybe it is unfair for someone, but i know he will understand me because he really a good man.