Final !!De Garden

De Garden~TOS

Continue our happy hours

Steamboat

2 persons that we waited for a long time...=.=

Siew Wai and me~

Failed to broke the record, just ate 40 cups of ice-cream and pudding, CHALLENGE next time

Finally they were arrived, continue our happy hours__SHOPPING

Gathering~Fun Time

YS, Lina and me~

Al'olio Spaghetti

Royal king coffee

Gyoza

chawamushi

Having lunch at Cafe Takahashi while waiting for my friends arrival..

Peace in mind &Comfortable

'ZEN' was backed recently..hidden feel was backed, but still not sure my feeling..Sometimes feel guity when face them because i'm not good as well, they will get hurt if stay together with me! After that accident, i don't dare to think too much, just let it be normally...now i should focus on my study!This few days, i also stayed at 4th student house.I felt comfortable and calm when stayed with them, my mind more fresh.I gain more experince from them, they just like my companion! Sharing together, pillow talk together, enjoy fun time together... an unforgettable moment^^

Appreciated

I felt that my blogging style is a bit different from my friends..For me, i just want to share my feeling, my recently stuffs...so i will say all my story in my blog..i hope all of my friends can know my stuff through my blog. Sometimes i'm not a confident, i smile in front of my friends but it was just my appearance. Many of them think that i'm a strong, everything can settle by myself and recover faster..Actually i'm not willing to let them saw my weaknesses so i try to hide myself..Last few days, Edwin called me. He feel that i'm not the girl that he knew before..he want to know my news. Then i told him all of my stufsf. He try to comfort me and encourage me. At that time, i felt happines because of this best friend. I'm really appreciated..thanks a lot!!

Random,hihi

Early in the morning, feel boring and lazy...Suddenly wish to blogging, but still have no idea about what to share.So just upload my recently photo...

Before ~

After hair cut and wear contact len~

Welcoming~

Tie up my hair....^^

Blue Sari

Today is the Exchange of MOU ceremony, SGM has been invited by UTAR to perform a Muhibah Dance but it was cancelled at the end...but we still have to wear our costume to welcome VIP. I'm wearing a Sari but i forgot to bring my 'selendang' = scarf...but never mind because we were not performed..

Confusing or Jealous??Who know?

Everytime i open my facebook, i also will take notice of her profile, attentive to her new updated..I know i'm not excellent as her but sometimes i still will compare with her...Even though they end up their relationship long time ago, but i still care about it. Maybe i have listen something from others before. They had denied but who can estimate their future? However, that was none of my business anymore.. If they really get together, i will wish them..the most important is that last time they broke up is because of some small matter. I don't hope that they have any misunderstand and cant be a friend! So, i hope they can disengage themselves from the misunderstand..

Y2S2, new sem

New semester was started, of course i get my result, a bit suprised but it still was not my expectation..i really cant understand why i still cant get good result even though i put much effort.When my mum knew my result, she didn't scold me or nagged me, she just asked me to review my past study behavior..I'm feel guity because i let them worry and feel disappointed...I hope i cant meet their expectation this coming semester...but unfortunately, i've meet the same tutor again! She is a strict tutor, but i think is good for us at least she take her responsibility as a tutor. One thing that get us in trouble is that we'll feel that she dislike us, this make me feel despress! Maybe is just our perception..now we try to change the class, if still meet the same tutor again, then we have to face our fate, so good luck to us...May Gohonzon bless us!

6 Boys Story...

My first love~A tall and handsome guy who was a rude person, speak loudly just like me. He treated me nicely but i was made a decision to leave him because i realize that i was the fourth person in this relationship. Means that he got 4 girlfriend at the same time.Could you imagine that??He explained to me and try to detain me but finally i choosed to leave him.
Secondly, he was nothing special for me because we had a few memory only.I didn't know whether he play a trick on me or not??We just get together then he said he wanted to stopped studying and go to KL work. Okay, i can't be a selfish people, so just let him go. At the end, some matters happen, i was accused by him and he choosed to trust his friend but not me, finally we had broke up.
The third one, i think he was the most good boyfriend and also a dream guy for all girls. He really treated me well, tolerated me and we didn't argue since we get together. Whatever i wish, he would try to make it. I was just like a queen.Unfortunately, my mum didn't like us get together because his family's background was not good as well. Finally, my mum transfered me to another school and forbid us to meet each other. At the end, we missed contact number each other then we had broke up.
For me, the fourth one was just like brother or daddy because he likes to nag me. He was same as the third guy but he would blamed me if i done wrongly. At here, i want to apologize to him because i was hurt him too much.
The fifth one is the patron of me. Whatever problem he also would settle for me..i no need to worry anything, just be the princess in the house. But I didn't cherish them all the time.

Well, my retribution was came, i was abandonned by my sixth boyfriend. First time i get this feeling, the sadness feeling...Maybe this is not puppy love anymore, i had put all my love to him because he was different from all of my ex-bf. Actually he was a cute and shy person. Although he look like a fierce person and like to control me, but i didn't revolt him. Maybe is because of his family's background then he just will hide up his mildness. After i knew his family's background, i promised myself that i must treat him nicely..so my role was changed, i was not a Queen or princess anymore because i had to serve a King. Because both of us came from different places and we had our matters to do, so we just can chit-chat every night and met up 2 or 3 times in one year. We maintain this relationship almost one and half years. Actually just heard his voice was enough for me but not enough for him.. Finally, he don't any patient to wait me graduate...

The End but to be continue....

whatever things

Is time for me to upload my blog.I was so busy for my assignment and also exam recently..Feel that not enough time for me to prepare all those things.Wish to control the time..
My old friend,
I met one of my old and best friend on Tuesday, almost 4 years we didn't met..We look strange, maybe long time we didn't chat..
A strange person,
Today i saw someone look alike him at school(acually i saw him before).His face and bodyshape also look alike as him..attract me..haha...

CNY and Valentime Day

Omg..a very lonely Chinese New Year and also Valentime Day!The weather was so hot!!Ang Pau is fewer than last year, not syok la!!Every year, I have no chance to celebrate Valentime Day with my partner!The person who celebrate with me every year is one of my "family member"..weird right??I deeply appreciated his(JK) kindness.

Surprising and shocked..
Today, "he" called me..i was amazed to receive his call!I think that he won't call me anymore, but our conversation just like a normal friend..but it is eough at least we still are friend, we didn't feel embarrassed!I think this is the best ending for us.. ^^Happy Chinese New Year to all of my lovely friend

Complicated

Deep at night, i am rushing my assignment, busy on searching information.Suddenly think about someone, wish to meet him once more time..it already over, just a memory.I already had a new started, good life and i know that it can't return to before.Between us just left "nothing and impossible"!Maybe somebody would like to abuse me in the foulest languages or even kill me but he really left a deep impression on me.When i want to be stable in relationship, then i was abandoned by someone. Actually i haven't put down that incident, it happen so suddenly and i'm not get ready to accept it..I was struck with his appearance...it hard to erase from my heart..this guy gave me a special feeling..first time i met this kind of guy, can you all understand my feeling?Sorry, maybe it is unfair for someone, but i know he will understand me because he really a good man.

My recently photo

I'm so strong...

Not my baby ah..don't misunderstand..is my cousin baby...hihi..

Dinner with my family~take photo

My new "boyfriend"..believe or not??hihi..handsome??

Truth is found..

Blanket not warm anymore, it just left lonely and memory,i think is time to let it go with 2009..all is game over and can't came back anymore just like time..Finally i know it from my friends, thanks a lot for your telling and advise..Sorry, friends..I should be honest to you all! If only that truth come out from his mouth, i will trust it!Anyway, i really appreciated for your telling..maybe you think that i'm a stupid girl!The truth is prove and the evidence is point out, why don't you believe it??Actually i want to keep some beautiful memory between us.Even though we can't be a couple, but we still is a friend, i don't wish to hear someone slandered him behind his back! Whether is true or false, it also not important for me anymore coz the decision is already made, hope both of us will have a happiness new life.

New Year 2010

End of 2009 and welcome 2010!New year is started, i also have to start my new life!What will happen in the future i cant predict, but the most things i feel regret since i born is i cant get the reason from him...if this result was his wishes, i will blessing him..hope he will happy always...Happy New Year to all of my friends..