In the recovering process

This few days, i start preparing my final exam..when i wish to "communicate" with the book, omg!!I started feel nervous again!!Just like mid term that time..I feel breathless and my hand shake seriously..I feel sorry to my parent, especially my mum. I know she very worry about me and she always encourage me with Sensei guidance.Yesterday night, i feel nervous again , then i go chanting and read sensei guidance!It was strange to say, after read sensei guidance(青春的对话), i feel better and more confidence.Inside this book give me a lot of inspire.'头脑的好坏并不是从成绩上可以评估的'. Many people study because want to get good result, get a better job in the future.Of course this is one of the purpose for studying but the most important is enjoying the study and the learning process.Now i am trying to recover my nervous and i'm very sure that i can handle it.If i face any problem, sure i will go back to Gohonzon.I will take all of this problem as a challenge, the challenge which give by Gohonzon. Anyway i will stay in Soka Gakkai Malaysia and fight in Kosenrufu.