In the recovering process

This few days, i start preparing my final exam..when i wish to "communicate" with the book, omg!!I started feel nervous again!!Just like mid term that time..I feel breathless and my hand shake seriously..I feel sorry to my parent, especially my mum. I know she very worry about me and she always encourage me with Sensei guidance.Yesterday night, i feel nervous again , then i go chanting and read sensei guidance!It was strange to say, after read sensei guidance(青春的对话), i feel better and more confidence.Inside this book give me a lot of inspire.'头脑的好坏并不是从成绩上可以评估的'. Many people study because want to get good result, get a better job in the future.Of course this is one of the purpose for studying but the most important is enjoying the study and the learning process.Now i am trying to recover my nervous and i'm very sure that i can handle it.If i face any problem, sure i will go back to Gohonzon.I will take all of this problem as a challenge, the challenge which give by Gohonzon. Anyway i will stay in Soka Gakkai Malaysia and fight in Kosenrufu.

Appreciation

Mid term is already finished one week..that week was so suffer for me because during that time i was sick.Fever, cough, flu, headache all came to me!!At that time, i had pined away dreadfully and my weight was decreased.I feel so hungry but i cant eat anythings...even though i drink milo also vomit..i just can ate fruit and drink the honey..this status remain almost one week..until my exam past..that feeling so suffer!!But i have to thank one person,WJ...he very take care about me..he really is my savior!!Thank You,WJ!!During that time,i feel so stress until cant concentrate on my revision but he willing call me and explain to me slide by slide and he also sent me the porridge and also chocolate milk.Although it is ready-made cup porridge, but i also can feel his care..

Art Gallery

My Present

The wind-bell is WJ bought for me during he went to Pangkor while the shell is he collected at the beach..

I feel that crystal ball is filled with the hope, happiness, and also the wishes..like it so much

This crystal necklace is JK sent to me...but it is so big for me...i like the gift box compare to the necklace..

Sacrified for performance

This is my high heel shoe...i wore it during the dancing performance...quite a great challenge and experience!!Because of this performance i had sacrified my shoe..

Woo~so sad...just three times i wore it...that dancing performance really..=.= let me sacrified my "LOVELY SHOE"

But never mind lo...When we need to get something sure have to sacrify another things...so far as the performance is successfull then it is worth... "opportunity cost"..haha

Upset~

Long time didn't update my blog..many things have to write..today i heard a news, a shocked news!!3 utar student was dead..the most shocked is that we know 1 of the guy...James..
We just saw him last friday!!We wish to see him again every friday, unfortunately, he was dead. May their souls rest in peace..i will chanting for them..