It's over..

Think that is a most happiness girl at this world , but now all is change...Start from 20thApril, 2008 and end up on 17December,2009..It was happen so suddenly and i didn't expected that we will end up at this situation!The pain was almost more than i could bear!He make such decision by himself !The most important is I can't bear he hide the true and tried to go alone without inform me!From the beginning, i very support him go Japan but i didn't means that want to end up our relationship!We had promised each other but he broken the promise..finally i abandoned by someone..the feeling so bad!!But never mind..at least he happy and safe is enough

In the recovering process

This few days, i start preparing my final exam..when i wish to "communicate" with the book, omg!!I started feel nervous again!!Just like mid term that time..I feel breathless and my hand shake seriously..I feel sorry to my parent, especially my mum. I know she very worry about me and she always encourage me with Sensei guidance.Yesterday night, i feel nervous again , then i go chanting and read sensei guidance!It was strange to say, after read sensei guidance(青春的对话), i feel better and more confidence.Inside this book give me a lot of inspire.'头脑的好坏并不是从成绩上可以评估的'. Many people study because want to get good result, get a better job in the future.Of course this is one of the purpose for studying but the most important is enjoying the study and the learning process.Now i am trying to recover my nervous and i'm very sure that i can handle it.If i face any problem, sure i will go back to Gohonzon.I will take all of this problem as a challenge, the challenge which give by Gohonzon. Anyway i will stay in Soka Gakkai Malaysia and fight in Kosenrufu.

Appreciation

Mid term is already finished one week..that week was so suffer for me because during that time i was sick.Fever, cough, flu, headache all came to me!!At that time, i had pined away dreadfully and my weight was decreased.I feel so hungry but i cant eat anythings...even though i drink milo also vomit..i just can ate fruit and drink the honey..this status remain almost one week..until my exam past..that feeling so suffer!!But i have to thank one person,WJ...he very take care about me..he really is my savior!!Thank You,WJ!!During that time,i feel so stress until cant concentrate on my revision but he willing call me and explain to me slide by slide and he also sent me the porridge and also chocolate milk.Although it is ready-made cup porridge, but i also can feel his care..

Art Gallery

My Present

The wind-bell is WJ bought for me during he went to Pangkor while the shell is he collected at the beach..

I feel that crystal ball is filled with the hope, happiness, and also the wishes..like it so much

This crystal necklace is JK sent to me...but it is so big for me...i like the gift box compare to the necklace..

Sacrified for performance

This is my high heel shoe...i wore it during the dancing performance...quite a great challenge and experience!!Because of this performance i had sacrified my shoe..

Woo~so sad...just three times i wore it...that dancing performance really..=.= let me sacrified my "LOVELY SHOE"

But never mind lo...When we need to get something sure have to sacrify another things...so far as the performance is successfull then it is worth... "opportunity cost"..haha

Upset~

Long time didn't update my blog..many things have to write..today i heard a news, a shocked news!!3 utar student was dead..the most shocked is that we know 1 of the guy...James..
We just saw him last friday!!We wish to see him again every friday, unfortunately, he was dead. May their souls rest in peace..i will chanting for them..

September feeling

Already one month i didn't upload my blog..This september was unbearable because it was a exam month..It make me so stress..Feel disappointed of my exam result...i think have to repeat 2 subject!!Actually i know how to do all those question, but i'm so nervous!When i sit for my exam, i had forgot all the things..damn it...have to work lo..if not can't pay repeat fees...

Our strong classrep...

See the guy who wearing the Black t-shirt?He is the monkey who we want to catch up..Commitment:Vandalism

Why i say so??see it..

See this picture..this table still perfect, right??Let see the next picture..

See!!Understand already?He did it during the lecture class.Maybe he want to challenge our lecturer..haha...

My younger brother's birthday

Didn't make wishes ah...Then eat my strawberry....yummy...

Do u see his childish face??So naive...haha..cant eat yet...wait me take a photo first..

Wish to blow the candle,look forward to cut the cake...

Study Mood???

Suddenly i got some study mood tonight..maybe i had already saw him..Before that i can't concentrated on doing revision...but now i had some motivation to study!I study hard to be with him...i have to get good result to strive for my happiness!

Happy happy

Tonight i chat with my brother, so happily!Since i born, first time i chat with my brother through the phone almost half hour..So suprising that we had the same topic!!Just now he say everyday he eat the malay meal or maggie mee only...then i eat my mum cook..he so pity la...Haiz..so miss him...When he will come back??Wish to go shopping with him la..

Dating with my darling

Finally i saw him yesterday.I feel excited and happy.I saw him from far...i was attracted by his muscle!!Haha...so man...Just now i had played a test,the result was i had met my lover who was now my boyfriend, if i lost him, maybe i can't find another better than him.I think so.Others people may think that he was not the best and scrupulous boyfriend, but i can feel his care and love.I hope i can bring happiness to him.As long as he happy, whatever i can do for him, i will try my best and won't regret.

Mr Felix's Birthday

Mr Felix is a very funny, friendly and also humorous tutor.Today is his birthday.We all celebrate with him during the class.He treat us eat nasi lemak and fried mihoon.Although it's cheaper, we felt warm, sweet and happy.Emm..it really delicious.We not just get the free meal,we also had extra entertainment. Mr Felix singing songs while playing a guitar.His voice not bad too,quite nice.Hope next sem subject,B Acc 2 he can teach us again.

In charge of the Exhibition and others event

Tonight we had discuss about the exhibition,"Cultural of Violent to Cultural of Peace".It will incharge by Utar student for those who are SGM member except narrator that can involve non SGM member.Now we prefer to organize this event at Utar (Perak Campus) on next year February, 2010.So we need to prepare a proposal to Utar.Hope it will be sucesss and going on smoothly.This idea is come from our Sensei.It significant to prohibit the use of nucleon weapon and to lead our world peacefully.In this event i get an order to act as treasurer.Actually i am scare to handle this position because my math is bad.Need to take care such much of money,i scare i will make mistakes.But they say will take care of me.I should be more confident and try my best.Other than that,i also in charge of the student division meeting which i have to act as a MC with Dung Lim.Just now Ah Boon say he so happy and suprise that i accept all the offer that they give me.I will endeavor to do my best and cooperate with them to achieve the goal.

Bad luck come to me already!!

aiyoyo..the PTPTN make me almost crazy!It made me in trouble!Haiz...it is no choice due to my family financial problem.Yesterday i had checked my ptptn document...damn it..i had fill up wrongly my father's ic no.I was frightened.Then i quickly ask the DSA,they say i can get de form from the government staff during the submission date.After i move on to degree,i felt that all the things was not going very smoothly,especially for my study.It was more difficult than i expect.

My charming Lao Lao

Just now chat with him,he say want make me angry so that he can see me jump here and jump there...In my memory,1st time i saw him,he is a fierce,stubborn and a bad temper people.But after i know him,he is a also a softness and cute.Sometimes also look like a childish.Is it look like a movie??Many of my friend ask me why i can tolerate with him no matter how he treat me.The answer is i also don't know, maybe is the feeling of love.Even though he always scold me,but i know that he is care about me,so sometimes i never angry with him because it almost is my fault.I know if i wish to maintain this relationship,we need to tolerate each other.I wont regret.

Look forward to end of the month!

wakaka...end of the month is coming soon!Feel excited!!Coz i can see someone le...almost 8 month din see him..so miss him o...i wish to send him something that can represent our relationhip!But he has refuse,he say waste money.Aiya...never mind la...as long as we can see each other is enough...hope this time our date will not get any trouble..